Hi my dear readers!
How are you today? I hope you’re doing well. 😊
Tomorrow marks my last day at my first workplace in Borneo, and I wanted to write a heartfelt blog post about my journey here—one filled with gratitude, growth, and faith.
If you’ve been following me on social media and this blog, you already know that I relocated to Kota Kinabalu last year. Next month will mark one year since we made this big move, and what a journey it has been!
A Dream Come True
Working in Borneo has been one of the most eye-opening and rewarding experiences of my life. For most of my adult life, I worked in Semenanjung Malaysia, and as someone from Borneo, it has always been a dream to come back and build a life here. I’m incredibly grateful that God answered our prayers and made this move possible. If you missed the story, you can read about our move to Kota Kinabalu below:
When I first arrived, I was filled with excitement but also a little nervous about adapting to a new environment. The lush greenery, the vast blue skies, the warmth of the people, and the richness of the culture quickly made me feel at home. Over the past year, I’ve learned so much—not just about my work, but about resilience, gratitude, and embracing the unexpected.
Life Doesn’t Always Go as Planned
But as we all know, life doesn’t always go as planned. If you had asked me a year ago, I never would have imagined that my time here would be cut short. I used to get frustrated when things didn’t go my way, but as I’ve grown older, I’ve realized that sometimes, God has a bigger and better plan for us. Learning to surrender to His will has been one of the hardest yet most valuable lessons of my life.
When I received the news in October 2024 that my contract wouldn’t be extended due to budget constraints, my heart sank. I was devastated. This job had become more than just a paycheck—it was a place where I felt fulfilled, where I grew, and where I connected with amazing people. You can read more about my feelings here:
It’s not just about losing a job—it’s about leaving behind a chapter of my life that I cherished. But despite the sadness, I choose to be grateful for everything I’ve experienced.
Cherishing the Beauty of Borneo
One of the things I will miss the most is the breathtaking beauty of Borneo. Waking up to the sight of Mount Kinabalu in the distance, watching the golden sunsets, and enjoying the little joys of life—like sipping Tenom coffee while soaking in the sounds of nature—these are the moments I will hold close to my heart.
The people I’ve worked with have been nothing short of inspiring. Their dedication, kindness, and resilience have left a lasting impression on me. I’ve made lifelong friendships, shared countless laughter, and learned so much from those around me.
What’s Next for Me?
I am honestly feel so scared thinking I will officially be unemployed start from tomorrow. The uncertainty is overwhelming. But despite my fears, I hold on to faith. I know, the same God that led my family to Borneo last year is the same God that will lead our family to better next destination.
Reading the Bible and listening to God’s words daily fills me with hope and strength. I remind myself of these verses:
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." - Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV)
"The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged." - Deuteronomy 31:8 (NIV)
I don’t know whether I should stay here or move back to Semenanjung Malaysia. The thought lingers in my mind every day as I weigh the pros and cons. I’ve applied for jobs in KK, KL, Selangor, and even remote positions. I surrender to God's lead for my next move.
Wherever I go next, I trust that God has already prepared the best place for my family and me—a place where we can continue to grow, love, and create meaningful experiences.
So, to all of you who are also facing uncertainty, let’s take a deep breath together. Let’s embrace the unknown with courage and faith. Endings are just new beginnings in disguise. 💛
Thank you for being part of my journey. Your support, prayers, and kind words mean more to me than I can express. Here’s to the next chapter—whatever it may be! 😊
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